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Steve Jobs: Memories of a Man I Never Met

Thanks SteveYou’ll have to forgive some of the following, as I’m writing this while recovering from the flu.

It’s an odd feeling writing this post, especially as I recently started reading The Little Kingdom, purely by coincidence. As everyone knows by now, Steve Jobs passed away yesterday. By now, shrines have been popping up at your local Apple store. No, I’m serious. Go check your local store. There’s probably one there.

I never met the man, but knew him by reputation and by his products. I remember Apple in the early years. The first computer I used regularly and learned to program on was an Apple II. I’m sure that many who grew up in the ’80s had an Apple computer in their classroom. This was in the days when the Apple logo was rainbow-colored, and had not yet become the current classy metallic apple.

I remember the hard times for Apple. Most considered them a dying voice in the computer industry during the ’90s, as the PC took over the market and shoved Apple to the side. I remember Steve Jobs being forced out, and the company being driven further down. But at the time, Apple was so iconic that my class was assigned to learn about Jobs and Woz during one computer class in middle school, during the early ’90s.

And I remember Steve Jobs’ return to Apple, first as the interim CEO, then as the permanent CEO. And Apple’s triumphant rise, lead by the release of the iPod. And Apple became a force to be reckoned with again.

The above was a brief recollection of Apple and Steve Jobs’ influence on its story from my perspective growing up at the same time Apple did. But for Jobs’ personal influence on people’s lives, I can say this: He made computers cool and technology fun. I have little doubt that consumer electronics would not be where they are today without him. Because of Jobs’ design and influence, he made technology and computers accessible to the layman, something that had primarily only been used by the military and major corporations until Jobs’ and Woz’s little company came along. And in the last decade, he made it cool with devices like the iPod for music lovers, and iPhones changing the way we communicate (some say that Star Trek was the inspiration for a lot of technological advances, but the communicator had nothing on the iPhone). I would even go so far as to say that Apple became sexy. The home computer market grew and developed as new versions of the Mac were released, providing ease of use beyond where others had failed. With the founding of Pixar, Jobs made computers even cooler and led the way in feature-length computer animation, something that inspired my own studies in college.

Yes, Steve Jobs did have a reputation which preceded him. He was known to be demanding in the best of times, and even a jerk at others. But he was a perfectionist with a vision, something that’s not necessarily bad. He marched to his own drummer, in spite of what others said or did, and look at the result, becoming a legend in his own lifetime. Not to mention that when you get that powerful and influential, these kinds of stories will come out. Walt Disney has had similar stories about him, a man whose legacy has ironically intersected with Jobs’ own. But even people who derided Jobs for his perfectionism still seemed to love and respect him for his vision.

There are many words that people have used to describe Steve Jobs since his passing yesterday. Pioneer. Visionary. Genius. Personally, I feel that trying to describe the man in one word would invariably come up short. I will say that he was the coolest of nerds, and he ultimately helped to make the world a smaller place by connecting everyone a little more closely, whether it be through direct communication or through simply being part of a community, whether they be Apple enthusiasts, music-lovers, or simply family who communicate through the technology he created. At the same time, today my iPod’s screen looks a little darker.

I’ll leave you with one of the more inspirational videos I’ve seen, and it happens to be of Steve Jobs’ commencement speech at Stanford University.

Steven Paul Jobs, 1955-2011

Credit for the Apple Logo with Steve Jobs’ silhouette at the top of this article, titled “Thanks Steve,” goes to Jonathan Mark Long.

Welcome! Please Stand Up and Give Your Name to the Class.

ThumbnailPardon the dust. I’m still tweaking the site and the underlying code a bit to clean it up.

As the inaugural post for my second attempt at starting a blog, the first question I have to ask is “Why am I doing this?” Honestly, I don’t know. After the failure of my first blog (the old Blogspot one) that eventually led to me taking it down, the question should probably be “Why am I doing this again?” Good question! Give myself a gold star! To answer that, it has to be broken down into two parts: What went wrong the first time, and what’s different now?

What went wrong the first time, you might ask (or not; I don’t think anyone really cared the first time around, or is necessarily reading this now. Hello? Am I talking to me? Am I talking to me?). The first problem with the old blog was that it didn’t feel like it had much of a point. When the author of the blog feels that way, there’s definitely something wrong. Without such a point, I inevitably lost interest. The final post happened to be shortly after the 2008 election and during the 2008 National Novel Writing Month, which I was using to make a big push on writing my novel which is still unfinished, although I am still working on it. There was too much going on at the time, and NaNoWriMo was sucking up most of my energy. Seriously, if you’ve never done it, it can get really exhausting. With everything going on, I got too distracted, the blog fell by the wayside, and I lost interest in it completely as I focused my efforts and writing energies to other areas. Finally, after about two years, I accepted that I would not be updating that blog again and took it down altogether, deciding that if I blogged again, I would just start over. The thing never really got off the ground and pretty much died in its infancy, so I wasn’t all that heartbroken as I wasn’t that invested in it.

But why wasn’t I invested? There’s also the whole problem of why anyone would want to read what I’m writing. No seriously, why are you reading this? If you’ve gotten this far, I have to assume that I already know you, and even then if you’ve gotten through this rant up to now, you’re a real trooper, a loyal friend, and/or have no life and already seen every silly cat video on YouTube. The thing is that even I didn’t want to read my old blog. Like I said, it felt pointless and without direction to me. That is not a good thing to feel about your own work. I’m sure some other writers have felt that way at one time or another. A source of writer’s block? Maybe. It was followed by a long dry spell from my writing in general. Finally, it just stopped being fun. Wait, scratch that. It was never fun to begin with! If I’m going to invest myself in something like that, then I need to get some kind of fulfillment out of it, but with every post, it felt more like I was forcing the whole thing because I should, but never liked doing it. I forgot the fun!

So what’s changed and why am I trying again? Well, as Yoda says, “Do or do not! There is no try.” A few things have changed, not just with me but with the internet landscape in general. I’m older, wiser, and have a little more direction in my life now, even in this short time. I’ve come to the conclusion that that’s how it usually works. People don’t mature gradually over time, but rather do it in bursts, usually brought on by major changes. And things have changed, although I won’t go into all the personal details. But there’s been two major changes that I can cite as being the impetus for a new blog. One is that I have girlfriend who has been trying to push me to write steadily again. As I’m sure many will attest to, having a significant other that pushes and encourages you can be a huge benefit, even when you don’t want to do something. She’s seen how unhappy I get when I’m not practicing my art. The second is simply that it’s time to start again. After my dismal failure during NaNoWriMo last year, and my disappointment at where my novel had been going for a while, the writing bug and the very essence of my being was in danger of suffering a slow, painful death. However, I recently got involved with a couple programs that let me write reviews for advanced copies or recently released books. Having the opportunity to write about something again, even if it’s not my first choice of subjects, has stirred those creative juices, and reawakened that soul which was shriveling up and dying. Besides, with all the life changes, I feel like have stuff to write about again.

That was personal, but what’s changed on the internet landscape? Mainly that social media has really come into its own in the last couple of years. Sharing and information aggregation has become much, much easier. Facebook has matured (although they’ve all but neutered apps or customizing the wall; I’ll think about discussing this later), I’ve joined Twitter, Google+ has been introduced but needs an API desperately, and social media overall has grown up and interconnects much more easily. This was a problem before for me. It felt like a pain to have to go through each system individually. I can be extraordinarily lazy that way. But now everything talks to each other easily and I don’t have to do anything but set it up. All hail our new robot overlords!

Where am I going to go with this new blog? I’m not sure yet. Uh oh! Yes, I know that it sounds like it’s probably self-defeating to already acknowledge a similar problem to the old blog already, but the difference is that I have stuff to write about again. I’ll probably post book reviews (which will also get posted in other places, but most authors don’t mind the extra publicity; the more places you and your work get mentioned on the internet, the better), and I do those on a fairly regular basis now. I’ll mention personal developments, if you care. I’ll mention games I’m playing, as I recently got back into tabletop gaming. I’ll mention progress on my novel, which I’ve recently picked back up and am pretty much rewriting at this point. Whatever I feel like at the time. It’ll be my completely self-serving and self-aggrandizing corner of the internet. You are on my land and I am your king! Kneel before Zod! Ahem…anyway, as I was saying, I have stuff to write about. Don’t worry, I’ll try to tag posts so that all two of you who are going to read this blog will be able to sort out the stuff you’re interested in. I’m going to make sure it’s at least fun this time, which should make it interesting as a result.

Welcome! Have fun! Sit a spell! Another update will come soon. I promise!